hey ho!

Well, the first blog, should be dated 24th August....

now its 29th August and its been an "interesting" week so far!

firstly "other guy" wasnt particularly happy about not seeing me on Tuesday night, but quite frankly I dont care - he was getting too possessive anyway so even if Wedding Guy hadnt come along, I think it would have ended up fizzling out sooner rather than later as I didnt like the way he was demanding and seeming to "own" me!

Now for the good bit :o)

2nd date on Wednesday with Wedding Guy (yep, bored with typing that now, he's WG from now on) I went over to his village and we went out for a meal. It went really well, too well, far too well actually, so much so that I have butterflies in my stomach constantly, keep staring at my phone willing it to ring and am typing a blog instead of working!

I'm off my food (and so is he!) and my head is reeling. I cant believe that I can feel this intensely about someone after only 2 dates, is that possible???

What to do?? We had such a great evening, loads of chat, loads of laughs, loads of snogs, just general good time....apart from neither of us finishing our meal, good job I was a "cheap date" (he'll understand that one!). All of my mates are astonished as they've never seen me like this. I wasn't able to eat at all yesterday until I got back to mums and she forced me to eat a chicken breast(which isnt a bad thing to be honest, could do with dropping a couple of pounds!!)

When we got back to his flat, it was incredible! And no, I'm not just talking about sex (!!) Everything about this man is great. He is funny, good looking, kind, has a smile to melt even the hardest of hearts, considerate, a gentleman, sexy, has a great body, has fabulously sparkly eyes to go with his smile.....the list as you can tell is endless. Oh yes, and finally, probably the thing that will make all the ladies realise just how great he is - he has a "thing" about people leaving the toilet seat up!!! YEP, A MAN THAT ALWAYS PUTS THE LID DOWN!!!! Really, I ask you, what more could a girl want?

But, after 2 dates? I've got to be careful - I have a feeling this man is going to turn my life upside down.....

I went back to my mums last night and just laid on my bed thinking about everything....and yes, picturing what would happen if I walked away from my house, walked away from the guy at home despite everything....YES, I know - everyone is screaming at me "but its only been 2 dates!!!"

I told my mum last night that the thunderbolt had well and truly hit me. She just said what any mum would "be careful"

So, Friday morning is here, its 129 hours til I see him again (yes, you read it right, I am counting down the hours....) how on earth can I stop wishing my life away? Maybe next week he will say or do something that will make me realise he is just a man after all....maybe he will do something that will bring me back down to earth with a bump.....maybe he will just continue to be as fabulous as he has been already???

I've been told by the guy whose wedding it was that WG is a lovely guy and when the groom's dad introduced me to WG, he said that he was a really genuine person that he would always want to know and be able to call on....

So, the weekend is beckoning, I'll be heading back home from London tonight and the train will rumble straight past WG's place and beyond....luckily enough am out tomorrow night with my GBF who will no doubt put things into perspective, there's nothing like a gay guys perspective on things - he can be quite brutal at times!

Well, I've just re-read all of the above again before posting - dont I sound like a rambling teenager?????